INDEFINITE WORDS OF MIRZA

It's Been Way Too Long

2010-07-04T18:55:00.002+07:00

Yes, it is..
It's been way too long since my last post, more than a year.

Welcome, again. It's a new and fresh start anyway. I'll blog soon then.

Rabbit Over Friends...

2008-12-06T10:20:00.003+07:00

Not doing it anymore, Guys...

I think there's some kind of a curse or sumthin going on... One of my rabbit died... Oh wait... She's just 1 month old... Then 3 of my rabbits got scabies... Some kind of a frikkin fakkin fungi kinda thing that can both infect, us and our pets (not only rabbit btw)...

Now you guys are laughing, i know... :-(

Here's a preview about scabies, got this from wikipedia...

Scabies is a highly contagious ectoparasite skin infection characterized by superficial burrows, intense pruritus (itching) and secondary infection. It is caused by the mite Sarcoptes scabiei. The word scabies itself is derived from the Latin word for "scratch" (scabere).

And if you want to see the whole fact about this, take a look at here ...

I'm in my deepest sad mood...

Everything Happens for a Reason

2008-09-21T14:22:00.000+07:00

Really?

This is Life

2008-07-09T11:07:00.001+07:00

I really am

in Desperate need of Help

pray. pray. pray.
only God can help.

All I Want to Do Is Just

2008-07-03T20:30:00.004+07:00

Oh Please. Come one. Are you freaking kidding me, Mirza?
Please. I beg you. Start your thing.
Instead of singing all over the place.

You know. That thing.
The thing you don't want to think about.
The thing you don't want to talk about.
The think you don't want to be with.
The think you don't want to hang out with.

Well. Just wanna say that to you Mirza. Thought this might top up the eagerness of yours.

Lets kick this last graduation's ass!! Shall we?

Now Hear This

2008-07-03T19:59:00.004+07:00

Hello..you Guys. It is me sgain, sadly.

Well. You know. Currently. I am listening, well singing most importantly, to this song called Love in This Club by Usher. U guys shud know this song..I know it isn't in the top chart, or I dunno Billboard 100 -you name it, anymore but I just love it. The thing is if you listen carefully to some of the lyrics (but I wanna say, All??). U might find something....

.........

I know..Kinky isn't it? Well. Here are some of the ending lines. Pretty much kinky as overall.

Tonight it's gimme a kiss
If we keep touching like this
I know you scared baby
They don't know what we doin
Let's both get undressed right here
Keep it up girl I swear
I'ma give it to you none stop
And I don't care who's watchin



Wo-ho-how.
The World surely is going crazy.
How come u dont care naked in front of everybody?
And in the club?

Funny.

2008-06-16T21:53:00.002+07:00

My friend, Maya, here inspired me to post even greater, hotter, and more genius video.
Well. Enjoy!

Them. Whom I Love the Most.

2008-04-15T01:08:00.010+07:00

I was 6 months. Know nothing but they gave me things.

I was 1 year old and know nothing. They start to teach me things.

I was 5 years old only knows a birthday party held by them.

Blew candles then ate a piece of cake.

I was 7 years old. Got bestfriend for the 1st time invited to my very special birthday bash. I only know presents. Blew candles then ate pieces of cake. A bash that was threw by them.

I was 8 years old. Became the best student. The first time I saw that they were proud of me. Thou I knew they were always be.

I was 9 years old and asked for something called tamagotchi. I screamed.

I cried and they gave it to me.

I was 10 years old and got mine cut. They were standing right next to me. I screamed and I cried.

I was 11 years old. Demanding a lot. Sneakers. Playstation. Bags. Shirts.

I screamed and I cried. They smiled and they gave it to me.

I was 12 years old. They were there. When I got predicate as the best student. I saw that tears stream running down on their face. I knew that is the time when they were proud of me.

I was 14 years old. When I graduated from my juniors. They were not there. I pissed. That is the first time I didn't saw their tears.

I was 15, 16, and 17 when I start my independency. They were there.

I was 18 when I lived, for the first time, by my own. They were there. Packing things up. Driving all the way for more than 130 km (back then) just to ensure that their boy was okay.

I was 19 when they gently gave up their only son to live independent. They still there. Checking me up. Every minute and every second.

I was 20 when I got my very first-time-surprise from them. They were there.

...

I am now turning 21.

...

They did everything but I did nothing.

So far. This is what I can only say.

Papa..Mama..

Apa yang telah kalian lakukan merupakan harta yang paling berharga dari semua apa yang telah Mirza dapatkan selama ini..It is priceless..

Terimakasih untuk semua kasih sayang yang telah Papa dan Mama berikan dengan segenap hati yang ikhlas.

Terimakasih untuk keringat dan jerih payah yang Papa dan Mama selama ini curahkan dengan segenap cinta yang tulus.

Terimakasih atas didikan Papa dan Mama selama ini sehingga Mirza bisa menjadi seperti sekarang ini.

Pa..Ma..Mirza akan terus berusaha menjadi anak yang bisa Mama dan Papa banggakan selalu, yang bisa Mama dan Papa andalkan kapanpun dan dimanapun.

...

Ya..Allah..jagalah mereka selalu dalam lindunganMu..buatlah mereka bahagia sebagaimana mereka membahagiakanku selama ini..

Ya..Allah..jadikanlah mereka menjadi orang yang paling beruntung di dunia dan di akhirat nanti..

Ya..Allah..Terima kasih telah menghadirkan mereka di dunia ini..

Amin..

I Feel

2008-03-29T18:25:00.005+07:00

Somewhat lonely .....

Lay Back and Relax [?]

2008-03-16T14:19:00.005+07:00

It's Sunday afternoon. Havn't done anything productive thou I said to myself this morning when I woke up that am just gonna lay back and relax.

You knoe. Tired from all of the routines lately. But aside from my everyday routine, yesterday am having such a great one-day-amusement day with my 12 other laboratory assistant. It was amazing! From breakfast to vantage point. From adrenalin rush to a total relaxation. Well that's just a little preview which am gonna give u every little details about my trip so-called LPOSI Amusement -later.

Today?

As I was saying am just gonna lay back and relax. No college stuffs. No heavy works and stuffs.

Am just gonna finish my latest book I just bought while lay back and relax.

It's 2.26 in the afternoon.

Au Revoir,

Current Mood

2008-03-11T22:28:00.002+07:00

My breath smells of a thousand fags
And when I'm drunk I dance like me Dad
I've started to dress a bit like him

Early morning when I wake up
I look like Kiss but without the make up
And that's a good line to take it to
The bridge

And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow so before
I'm old I'll confess

You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

My bed's full of takeaways and fantasies
Of easy lays
The pause button's broke on my video

And is this real 'cos I feel fake
Oprah Winfrey Rikki Lake
Teach me things I don't need to know

And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And it's starting to show so before
I'm old I'll confess

You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

If I did it all again I'd be a nun
The rain was never cold when I was young
I'm still young we're still young
Life's too short to be afraid
Step inside the sun

And you know and you know
'Cos my life's a mess
And I'm trying to grow

You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

You think that I'm strong you're wrong
You're wrong
I'll sing my song my song my song

Life's too short to be afraid
So take a pill to numb the pain
You don't have to take the blame

Life's too short to be afraid
So take a pill to numb the pain
You don't have to take the blame

Life's too short to be afraid
So take a pill to numb the pain
You don't have to take the blame

The song.
The melody.
The lyrics.
Love it.

Care to Venture?

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2008-03-11T10:21:00.004+07:00

Urgh.

Been trying to write like anything but it seems that this mind is blocking me for something. Something that is actually bothering me these past few days.

I am not sure yet but still trying to find out later.

Keep praying.
Keep myself busy and happy.

A Post to be Thankful

2008-01-08T08:36:00.000+07:00

Wow.

I just cant believe that this. My journey in Bandung. is about to be over soon. Well. At least. Am still gonna be here hopefully no more than 9 months. Haahha. *Just like a woman's pregnant.

Well. Anyway. Time is running so fast. Didnt it? I just cant help myself but thinking that my life here. That I've been thru a lot of stuff. Passing such a happy time with my friends. The surprise tradition. Massively watching movies in teather is about to be end. Soon. *Just like my nerdy friend said. Althou she said that this semester is about to be end. Am saying that this is about to be end.

I know. That during this semester. The Last semester. There'll be lots of my friends keep themselves busy finishing their own final project. Well. Not saying that am not. But it feels like just yesterday we made a group of study to prepare our exam for Calculus. Oh for crying out loud!

Am feeling a bit sad about this when one of my friend while we were still freshman said that he cudnt be more happy that we fulfilled his last birthday here in Bandung. ITB. Industrial engineering in a very well way. Hiks.

However. Am just gonna say this as you all gonna say the same thing.

Folks.

Thanks for being my friends. My family here for about more than 3,5 years now. *What? I just cudnt be more thankful for that. We've been thru a lot here in happiness and sadness. In healthy and sick. *Hahha. Just like a vow in wedding. Well. It is. Thank you for everything you guys have given me so that I can be what I am now.

Thanks you Guys!

We're gonna fulfill this semester in our traditions only better. Do we not?

Say Hello to Everyone

2008-01-02T17:17:00.000+07:00

Hello

Everyone

Happy new year

I know its' late

But

Whatever

Happy New Year

Laugh Out Loud

2007-12-28T08:18:00.000+07:00

Huahahahaha....

That is my reaction by the time I refresh my blog page.

I find it bored about my last picture that am holding my little brother. So I think am gonna change it. With the same title, [yang] senantiasa gembira, then I seek thru my pictures folder and pick the right picture that in the same area with the title. Then I choose which is now becoming my headline pic. But you know what. Huahahahaha. I think that is too big. Really big and annoying. But that is fine. I guess am gonna keep it for a while.

Enjoy!

Late is Not the Word

2007-12-28T07:30:00.000+07:00

Wow.

It is been a while sekali nampaknya semenjak postingan terakhir mengenai relationship or whatever itulah. It is not that I dont want to. It is just that I dont hav the time to write what is on my mind to this. It is been really busy last semester. Well, actually, not last semester coz it is still running *3 exams are still waiting.

Well, anyway, just check my blog and. Yeeaaayyy. There are two new comments from my ex-nerd friend and my cutie-little-using-veil friend. Love it. Thanks thou. I, actually going to steal the idea from my second friend. That she already said thanks to her partner or commonly my friends in Industrial Engineering called as a PLO Mate.

For those of you who do not know what thell is PLO?Just think about a chainsaw. Turn it on. Hang it on close to ur face. THAT!

PLO is more like a killing machine. Who sucked our blood 'till there's nothing left behind from our bloodstream. Sounds too Hyper but it is. PLO is our class project that makes some of us cudn't be with their family. Yeeahh..for those of you who do not know. You got the idea.

Well, back to topic. I am gladly here just want to say millions even billions of thanks to my PLO Mate whose been my partner for like 5 to 6 months. Just want to say that. We finally nailed it. Build our own factory. Again, thanks, there's nothing more I can say.

The One with The Right After

2007-11-12T08:20:00.000+07:00

Right after I read this lame poll from my pathethic-old-not-ready-yet-for-a-relationship-friends-'s blog. Yeeeaaaa. I think I'm gonna give it a shot. Just for once. (I guess). Here is my result.

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.
But you may be ready in a couple of years.
You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.
And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Interesting, 'aight?

Panick Attack

2007-11-12T05:31:00.001+07:00

Sedikit panik. Ketika telepon genggan ini dibunyikan pada jam 5 pagi untuk menjalankan aktifitas rutin. Namun, sebagaimana biasanya butuh waktu sekitar 15 menit untuk betul-betul bangun dan ketika hal tersebut terjadi.

Panik. Jam 5.15 Kota Bandung sudah sangat terang. Belum shalat Subuh. Bergegas wudhu kemudian langsung shalat. Sedikit lega dan tetap panik karena baru jam 5.27 sudah cukup terang.

Bandung: 5.27 (am)

Habis Sakit Sepahnya Gak Bisa Dibuang-buang [?]

2007-11-11T15:35:00.000+07:00

Setelah ane utakatik blog ane menjadi sedemikian tidak-ada-perubahan-yang-signifikan rupa. Kepingin juga menulis.

Jadi begini ceritanya. Beberapa minggu lalu. Tepatnya seminggu lebih dua hari sudah saya didiagnosa mengidap penyakit Typhus. Tidak seperti Typhus yang pernah saya idap sebelumnya, kali ini sedikit berbeda. Banyak sih.

Tidak ada yang namanya menggigil ketika matahari akan terbenam. Seperti layaknya werewolf gitu. Typhus biasanya menyerang kegigilan pada malam hari dan yang kali ini tidak.
Panas tubuh?Normal. Berasa hangat. Tapi jika diukur termometer: suhu normal. Malah dibawah normal yaitu 36.5 derajat celcius.
Pada hari ketiga setelah cek darah. Badan terasa sehat. Saking sehatnya aktifitas kembali dijalankan.
Tepar pada hari keempat dengan perut berasa mual. Feels like Im gonna puke all day long.

Akhirnya setelah hari kedua dan ketiga berasa sehat dan menjalani aktifitas yang tidak henti pada hari keempat, diri inipun menyerah. Tak kuat menahan mualnya perut dan lemasnya tubuh. Setelah kembali cek darah ternyata hasilnya mencengangkan!Shocking!Sekitar 8 dari 10 virus Typhus hinggap dalam tubuh saya. Betul. Hinggap dengan mudah layaknya nyamuk menghinggapi kita dimanapun. Melihat hasil yang seperti itu pun akhirnya memutuskan dengan pertimbangan berbagai hal *yang mana sempat m#@%?h* untuk dirawat di rumah sakit.

Parah!Hasil konsultasi dengan orang tua. Mereka menyarankan saya untuk dirawat di Jakarta. Padahal esok hari saya harus ujian. Bingung. Pusing. Sakit. Belajarpun tak tenang. Akhirnya keputusan untuk pulang dan dirawat di Jakarta. Bulat.

Kira-kira seminggu dirawat di Jakarta akhirnya kembali ke Bandung untuk kembali beraktifitas. Agar bisa pulang. Ketika check up terkakhir ke dokter pun datang dengan muka senang dan terlihat sehat.

Ternyata pilihan untuk pulang lebih awal merupakan pilihan yang...Tet...Tot...Wrong Choice!!

Pulang ke Bandung ternyata tidak membawa berkah. Datang-datang langsung ujian dan belajar hingga pagi. Esok harinya pun ternyata ujian yang seharusnya dilangsungkan di kampus dibatalkan dan dijadikan Take Home Test. Namanya Take Home Test. Tidak mungkin akan semudah kalau dilaksanakan di kampus. Alhasil ujianpun dilaksanakan kurang lebih selama 15 Jam non-stop.

Terima kasih kepada teman-teman yang turut meramaikan rumah karena mengerjakan bersama. Dannu. Dipo. Achan. Nurul. Dhika. Febri. Tara. Rahmat. We Nailed It!

Ada juga ternyata yang perlu dibayar lebih dari itu. Mengingat kondisi saya yang belum 100% sembuh tapi sudah menjalankan aktifitas layaknya orang sehatpun belum tentu bisa. Kesehatan kembali menurun. Perut kembali terasa mual. Sakit. Usus Terasa Ditarik-tarik. Diagnosa seorang teman serumah, saya mengidap maag. Penyakit yang sebelumnya belum pernah saya idap.

Ummn..kenapa ya?Udah sakit tapi embel-embelnya masih banyak?Sedih?Sedikit. Karena artinya saya kembali harus istirahat. Namun. terima kasih kepada hari Sabtu dan Minggu yang memungkinkan saya untuk setidaknya beristirahat di rumah s-e-h-a-r-i-a-n. Ditinggal orang rumah untuk apa-yang-mereka-sebut-penutupan-cashflow.

Sekarang, Alhamdulillah berkat istirahat yang cukup. Badanpun terasa lebih enak. Berkat hari Sabtu dan Minggu. Walau begitu, dirumah pun tidak santai-santai amat. Masih banyak ternyata tugas yang harus dikerjakan. P-L-O. Begitu kita sebutnya.

Entah sampai kapan ini akan berakhir, yang jelas tidak lagi mau kecolongan seperti waktu itu dihinggapi oleh penyakit.

Teruntuk Bumi Indonesia

2007-11-11T13:45:00.000+07:00

Seandainya saja penduduk negeri-negeri itu beriman dan bertakwa, Kami pasti melimpahkan kepada mereka berkah dari langit dan bumi. Namun, mereka mendustakan (ayat-ayat Kami) itu sehingga Kami pun menyiksa mereka akibat perbuatannya itu.

QS Al-A'raf: 96

Setidaknya terdapat sedikit pencerahan darimana datangnya musibah yang terus menghantam bumi Indonesia ini. Mari kita sama-sama saling mengingatkan untuk selalu bertakwa dan terus beriman sekaligus menjauhi segala bentuk dosa.

Futuring the Past

2007-10-04T19:33:00.000+07:00

Hua. Nampak tidak terasa saya sudah menjalani kuliah tiga tahun lebih beberapa bulan.
Fiuh. Rasanya baru saja kemarin memijakkan kaki di bumi kembang ini.

Merasakan sejuknya udara.
Merasakan sempitnya langkah.
*untuk makna yang lebih baik yaitu mudahnya akses kemana-mana*

Merasa menyia-nyiakan waktu disini. Jelas. Hampir tiap waktu sekarang ini dirasakan penyesalan. Waktu berjalan bagaikan kilat, sangat tidak terasa. Antara sedih, senang dan ketawa kecil kalau melihat dan mengingat masa tingkat satu dulu.

Sedih saat mengetahui semua itu tidak mungkin untuk diulang. Sedih karena merasa akan meninggalkan teman-teman. Padahal ya, asal kalian tau pasti kita ketemu lagi, ya khan?

Namanya manusia yang punya hati dan hasrat. Sedih itu biasa asal tidak berlebihan.

Waktu memang tidak bisa kita hentikan yang ada kita mengabadikan waktu tersebut dengan cermat.

Yup, dunno what to say..

Awfully regards,
By author

Mr Perfectionist

2007-09-30T13:02:00.000+07:00

Kira-kira begitu kalau saya bilang siapa saya.

Mr Perfectionist.

Sampai untuk posting pertama butuh waktu kurang lebih sebulan dari waktu pembuatan hanya untuk bilang...

Selamat Datang.

Jadi, Selamat Datang.

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Bienvenida.
Accueil.
Boas-vindas.
Empfang.
Het Welkom.
Mottakelse.